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What Happened When I Let Recruiters See the Projects I Couldn't Finish

Hayley Brownell
What Happened When I Let Recruiters See the Projects I Couldn't Finish

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Last month I did something that felt slightly illegal in portfolio culture: I published work I haven't finished.

Not as a teaser. Not as a 'coming soon' card with a stock photo of a sunrise. I built a real section called Still Figuring It Out, gave it a spot in my navigation, and put three project pages inside it. Each one had a status label, the date I last touched it, what exists, what doesn't, and the next honest step I'd take if I picked it back up.

Then I watched what people clicked for four weeks.

The three projects I stopped hiding

The first was a local food zine called The Sunday Table. I interviewed eighteen people, shot a roll of film at a farmers market, and built a rough layout. Then I stalled. The label I gave it was stalled, which felt more accurate than 'in progress' and less dramatic than 'abandoned.'

The second was an interactive essay about leaving a city you love. I built the first chapter, then lost the argument halfway through. The label was lost the thread. That one was hard to type. It sounded like a confession, which is exactly why I kept it.

The third was an audio series about small workspaces called Small Rooms. I have a pilot, a decent microphone, and no idea whether it wants to be six episodes or one long piece. The label was not sure yet. That one got the most clicks of the three.

Each page followed the same rough shape: what the project is, why it stopped, what I learned, what I'd need to finish it, and a small note about whether I actually plan to. No fake timelines. No 'stay tuned.' Just the status and the receipts.

What the click data actually showed

The section got about 11% of my portfolio visitors. That's not huge. My biggest case study still wins on raw pageviews by a mile. But the people who landed there stayed nearly twice as long, and the notes I got through my contact form were more specific than usual. Instead of 'Are you available?' I got questions like 'What happened with the zine layout?' and 'Did you ever figure out the audio format?'

That matters more to me than a vanity bump. A portfolio is supposed to start conversations. Polished case studies often end them. You look, you nod, you move on.

I also asked five visitors to walk me through what they clicked and why. This was not a scientific study. It was five people, a shared screen, and me taking notes like a person who has finally learned to stop guessing.

Five visitors, five very different reactions

Dana, an internal recruiter for a midsize agency, said she clicked the section because 'stalled' felt like a real status instead of marketing language. She told me she sees a hundred portfolios where every project is a triumph. She wanted to know what I do when the work gets stuck.

Marcus, a hiring manager, said the unfinished pages gave him better interview questions. He didn't care that the projects were incomplete. He cared that I could explain where the thread broke.

Priya, a small business client, barely looked at the unfinished projects. But she read the 'what I'd need to finish' line on every page and said it made her trust me with a small project. She wanted to know I could scope something honestly before taking her money.

Jonah, a former colleague, clicked out of curiosity and told me 'lost the thread' was the most human thing on my site. He also said it made him remember a project we both abandoned years ago, which turned into a twenty-minute phone call about why we quit it.

Elise, a creative director, gave me the useful warning. She said status labels can read as unreliable if there's no proof of follow-through nearby. She wanted at least one finished thing in the same navigation, close enough to balance the mess. Fair. I moved a completed case study directly above the section the next day.

The practical take

Messy transparency works when it's specific, bounded, and adjacent to proof. A status label is not a personality. 'Lost the thread' works because I say which thread and where I dropped it. If every page just says 'chaotic creative,' that's not transparency. That's a vibe.

Here's the version I'd recommend if you want to try it without turning your portfolio into a confessional:

I kept the section. It hasn't replaced my case studies, and I don't think it should. It's a side door. But side doors get used. In four weeks, it started more genuine conversations than my last three polished case studies combined.

That's not because unfinished work is automatically brave. It's because specificity is rare. Most portfolios show the highlight reel. Mine now shows the highlight reel, the stopped tape, and a note about where I left the scissors.

Turns out people click on that.

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